Day1 :
Woke up at 6am, went to meet isaac at around 6.30am then went to had breakfast together. after breakfast went to chruch basement for gathering, then after that bus came and went to Nativity Chruch at Hougang there for the rest of 3days2night camp. all our phones and wallet were been keeped by the facilitators for safety reason ( and also want us to really concentrate on God i supposed ).... (skipped to night) we were inside the session room, and inside it was super duper coooold, so everytime before we go in we sure wear our jacket, lol. started our prayer and stuffs, but u knw i very seldom pray at home -.- and my prayer is just like 30seconds only those type ( normal prayer is about 15~30mins ) and we kneel down when we're praying. and i just donno why, i'm so touch when i was praying and just shed tears, and couldn't stop until Fr Terence (forgot is it him or other facilitators) prayed over me, and then i just calmed down. i guess i cried is because of joy? previously i've a very very sinful life, watch porn, masturbation, tell lies etc etc .. and i just cried out to the Lord when i was praying, and really really felt very relax and peaceful inside my heart after the session. after prayer, sleep.
Day2:
Woke up at morning 6.30am, den morning prayer start at 7am. i was super super sleepy -.- well i guess most of us also very sleepy, lol. oh yeah, forgot one point : we were split into groups, hmm wad butterfly, cockroach, ants group de.. lol. then after breakfast(sit as a group), went back to session room for another talk by Fr Terence ( well he's a very very good jokers and very good priest actually, but sometimes his punishment ahh..very painful o.0 ) well basically can say very very very holy this camp, everything u pray or u did in this camp is all about ur sencerity to God and ur faithfulness to God. do lots of stuff during the talk : bible study, group sharing, personal sharing, group prayer, personal prayer, praise and worship all sorts of things. and i actually quite suprised when all of us really put in all our concentration to God ( esp while we're told to SING OUT LOUD ) and the singing voice is really really nice. yeah i did sing, and suprisingly my voice have changed? lol, but i can hear my own singing voice is slightly better than last time, haha. and then at noon time ( about 4.30pm ) went down for some outdoor ball activities like captainball etc etc de. though is not very fun or exciting, but at least we still enjoyed ourselves (better than sitting inside the air con room for whole day right? ) after bathed etc de, went back to session room again ( hmm basically all our indoor activities are all conducted inside the session room ) for Eucharist. very simple Eucharist celebration, but we all paid attention to what he says about ( detailed explaination ), and really really learned alot as i don't really bother about mass celebration before.. after that we start praying. but before we start praying Fr Terence explained to us the procedure and stuffs ( yeah regarding prayer ) and finally understood the meaning of "slain", which means "resting at peace". and while praying, alot ppl got slain (we kneel while we pray) and i mean they slain as in the open their mind and heart for receive the Holy Spirit and then heal them and when a particular person slain ( it can be mean "faint" also in general meaning ) he or she will just fell down while he's kneeling down praying. and that's wad had happened to all of us. when u experience slain, ur head, ur ears, ur hands, ur legs are all warmed and the person whom pray over you can tell whether u're really slain or just fake ( LOL ). i didn't slain, because i failed to invite the Holy Spirit come upon me and heal me. I also donno why.. but i really tried my best to pray, maybe not as effective as yesterday. well alot ppl tio slained, and some of them lie down there for about 5 - 15minutes? some even lie down there for about 2 hours ! the reason they couldn't wake up is because the Holy Spirit is healing 'em, even u try to resist it just make u feel even more tiring ( one of my fren told me this, he experienced slained 9 times ! ) and when u try to get up while the Holy Spirit is still healing you, u just can't ( i've experienced this once, lol ). after prayer session, 11.30pm lights off. ( while some went back to the session room to share until 12plus? )
Day3 :
Woke up at 6.30am again, morning prayer at 7am also ( same as yesterday ) and this time round de morning prayer i finally experienced slained 2 times. well the feeling was just .. very peaceful and very relax, and i just donno why when i was slaining, there's one vision pop out in my mind and i saw one guy cycling on the bicycle and like being chased after by one dog? and this remind me of Vanessa's Accident ( she was being chased after by one fierce dog when she was cycling and got her arm bone fractured for some time ), but wad confused me is .. there's no link? oh well. and u knw wad, after that i saw Dolly slained, haha. but she slained for quite sometime.. lol. then Fr Terence gathered us for sharing, and really very funny la, haha. all the funny jokes, lame jokes de ( besides being serious about God, we also had fun together with God :D ) after lunch ( last meal at Nativity, lol ) we had Eucharist again. for me this time round the Eucharist feeling was slightly diff from the previous one as i've understood the Eucharist Celebration all these stuffs. at about 3.30pm, packed stuffs, clear the doorms, then HOME SWEET HOME :D
PS. just roughly summarise the whole camp.
Conclusion :
Really really learned alot throughout this whole camp. Experienced God's Love and God's Grace, and I'm really determined to change my sinful life to a brand new life.
Thanks and Praise Him !
You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You
I will sing to You Lord,
A hymn of love
For Your faithfulness to me
Im carried in everlasting arms
Youll never let me go
Through it all
Hallelujah, hallelujah
